how it begins...

remember we keep asking our self are we ready for a baby? we waited quite a while and don't know how, we felt like having one. everyone has and we want too? or we just felt that the time has come? are we really ready? all the unanswered questions. no answer and we can't answer.

after trying almost a year and there isn't any good news yet. a year actually not that long but to us, the feeling of hoping and get disappointed is really no joke. all the emotion.

enough of hesitate... finally, we decide to seek for professional advise. there comes a list of tests to be done. all the needle poking - taking blood for all the tests. all the test results are positive. there is no problem. guess the time has just not come. finally the last test. before we got the result, there i am pregnant! how glad we are but then can't be for sure yet. you know, using home test kit.

went for a test to be sure and at the same time got the last test result. as predicted, it was positive as well. again no problem. but all the test results are no longer needed. we just need the pregnancy test result. i called and there it goes, positive! yes! our dream finally come true. that's how the journey begins...